voidgates: (🔥 in the web that is my own)
Summer Icarian ([personal profile] voidgates) wrote 2022-10-23 07:22 am (UTC)

mmmm
it does bother me
but if you hadn't brought it to me what would you have done instead

i just
you said something early on
about how you're not fun but i am and the fun people should all stay together and not you

it's the same way you talk about it when you say i'm special and you're not
but it doesn't feel like a good thing to be special or fun that way

it bothers me because it feels like you're drawing a line between me and you
pulling away
leaving me alone

tis sort of backwards isn't it
you think you need to be alone so you don't hurt anyone
only that's the thing that bothers me most

i shouldn't take it so hard but sometimes i just can't help it

mayhap that's why lavai got upset about it too
only they're not quite like me
i think when they get sad they cut off the thing making them sad so it can't hurt them anymore

Post a comment in response:

This account has disabled anonymous posting.
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.
More info about formatting