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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby

"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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[bloodwhet]

yes.

i do not dislike the one i know. i am not angry anymore. but this one
you needed me, and he made it so that i was there to keep you safe.

and I know he did not do that for me.
but it is all that I wanted, and he did it.

i think that is why it works better. the perfomance of synchrony.

[voidgates]

aye
because there isn't that disagreement
no dissonance

so making manna means finding people that you have that sort of understanding with
that alignment

and once you do you'll be achieving your pail list goal

[bloodwhet]

i see.

if i find people who think that you are important. then it will work.

[voidgates]

to start with

but
you should also find people who agree with you on other things

you might not even need to know that you agree first
maybe you'll find them and realize it only after the synchrony works

and then you'll have learned something new about yourself too

[bloodwhet]

oh. So I can learn what other people's important things are. And if they are the same as mine, it will work.

and then i will know what to look for, once i learn.

[voidgates]

that's right

when you and i synch it's not because we both think i'm important
i think it's that we're both happy we're together again

and if you were to synch with obsidian i don't think it would be because i'm important either
it would be something else for just the two of you

[bloodwhet]

[ No response, because he has nodded at his phone in response and phones don't respect nodding. ]

[voidgates]

[ And then, after a period of time: ]

i'm guessing you just nodded at your tomestone

so
i think that's a good goal for you to have
the one about making manna

i'm excited to hear your stories about going about it

[bloodwhet]

oh. yes.

[ Just like he always nods at linkpearls and everyone but Summer gets exasperated about it. ]

i will tell you what happens. rolanberry says that it works to fuck and not make friends. so i will try that if having important things is not enough.

[voidgates]

rolanberry would know

would that make you happy though?
to fuck and not make friends?

[bloodwhet]

obsidian asked the same thing.

i do not think it would make me happy, but it would not make me sad. it would just be. i think i can make friends as well, just not with the people who i fuck. and then i would not need to have friends for manna. i could just have them for friends.

it would not be much different from the way things are normally.

[voidgates]

as long as it's still something you want to do

if it starts to feel like something you have to do
or that this place is making you do
then you and i can produce manna together until it doesn't feel that way anymore

that can be my way of keeping you safe
is that all right?

[bloodwhet]

[ rcelaanbestia is typing...
rcelaanbestia is typing...
rcelaanbestia is typing... ]

yes.

it is very difficult. To tell the difference between a thing that I want and a thing that I have to. But I will try. So that you can keep me safe.

[voidgates]

i think you will start turning to stone
if it gets to the point where you really have to

i know that doesn't help with it being difficult overall but that's one thing at least

[bloodwhet]

oh. that seems like it will be obvious.

i will tell you if I am becoming a stone. i think i would anyway. you prefer that i tell you if strange things happen to me. the other you.