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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby

"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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[basura_boi]

well i'm not the one who's to be pregnant aye

but

think i know what you're asking though

if we were back at my village and you were to say 'i want a kit off that one' so long as the matriarch didn't disagree, then it'd be my duty

suppose if i had a really really really strong reason to not want to do my duty i could go to the matriarch and make a case but i'd never heard about that happening

doesn't really apply here though does it

i'm your mate because i want to be not just because you decided you wanted to catch a kit off me and i'm doing my duty

i think... i'd like it if you did want to, but that's not for me to choose for you

[voidgates]

it's something that i have to think about unfortunately
because for me it's not as easy as just saying i want a kit off you or you or you

because i'm not a matriarch and i haven't been back to my tribe in a long time
and my child isn't going to be just the next generation of my tribe or your clan
they're going to be the child of the warrior of light

and if they're raha's then they might inherit his eyes
and all the terrible burden that comes with that

and if they're yours then there's burdens of bloodline there too
i might not be entitled to the secrets you keep but your child would surely

and no matter what they'll be mine
and everything i do or have ever done will be the footsteps they walk in
for better or for worse

i wouldn't put a child of yours or raha's into that sort of danger unless we all agreed on it

[basura_boi]

aye there's things I'd need to tell you about before

since it's more than just bloodline

danger though... don't know

for all you've got some mad at you and looking to do you harm

you've still more that love at least the idea of you and some of them love you as a person they know and all of them would protect you and yours

I'm not saying there's no danger to it but it's better protection than any of mine ever had while we were being hunted

and in the end

to live is the best defiance

the only defiance mayhap

I think maybe that's why I couldn't die even when I wanted to

but I also never thought I'd have children so if you feel it's too much burden to put to anyone, it's not as if I've lost anything aye

i have always gained two people i love who make me happy and that is more than i ever hoped for

[voidgates]

i don't just mean physical danger exactly
though of course that's something i'd fear

but...
well maybe you would know better than most
it's like when you say that raha and i are important
and you worry you aren't good enough

i told raha that i want our children to have a future that doesn't need the warrior of light
one where i would never have to choose between the star and them
but i also don't want them to always be something in relation to me

although
that's just keeper culture all over again isn't it
i don't know
maybe you're right and i'm just worrying about nothing

[basura_boi]

oy i didn't say you were worrying about nothing

i understand why that's a worry to have now that you've explained it

though there's a difference between other people putting that on your kits and you putting that on your kits

getting strangled by a legacy is... one of the reasons i ran away. mostly it was because i'm a fucking coward but there was also a part of it that was me wanting to be my own person i guess

can't really control how the world treats your kin though for good or ill other than to be somewhere they'll be as protected from that as they can be and that's hard

[voidgates]

i know
it's just a lot to think about
it feels as though every time i do i think of ten more things i hadn't thought of before

but you would like it then?

being someone's sire
someone that was half you and half me

[basura_boi]

aye i know how it is i think about things too much all the time

i would like it

i know it's hard to believe but i... actually like kits a lot

had this stupid idea i'd adopt a whole pack when i had that first lover, before i knew... everything

[voidgates]

well you're not getting a whole pack off of me!

you and raha can have one each
at least to start

[basura_boi]

considering they'd both be half you, i expect they'll cause as much trouble as a whole pack :P

(any kit of yours would be a gift, love)

[voidgates]

well
first things first

we'll get you a name and a keepsake
and then we can work out the rest from there

[basura_boi]

i'll ask g'raha about a name

and i will look forward to the keepsake you think of :)

[voidgates]

actually i was considering a tattoo

but it was just an idle thought
nothing too serious

[basura_boi]

that would be all right

would just have to put it somewhere the scars won't mess it up

[voidgates]

i was thinking it would be fun to know you had it
another secret just for my eyes and raha's

and our mouths if i have my way about it

[basura_boi]

could put it on the inside of my left hip

not many people would be seeing that

and i wouldn't mind your mouths there :)

[voidgates]

mayhap we could do a trial then
do one of just ink on skin
see how you like it

or mayhap
hmmmmmmmmmm

are your ears pierced?

[basura_boi]

henna mayhap...

(ever think about doing henna on your hands? it'd look striking with your skin)

left one's pierced, right one isn't

[voidgates]

then i've a few ideas

and truthfully i haven't
i'm so used to wearing gloves that it feels strange to go without them
though i suppose i haven't seen battle in a comparatively long time since being here

so
mayhap i could go without more often

[basura_boi]

or you could only show it to me and g'raha :)

you've beautiful hands and i'm fond of them

also of taking your gloves off

islands i been to before, they got a tradition of people doing intricate henna on their hands for when they get married...

[voidgates]

i didn't know you looked at my hands

[Is she...is she flustered...?]

[basura_boi]

you think there's any part of you i haven't looked at with delight? :)

i ought to spend more time kissing your hands too

[voidgates]

um

somehow missed this tag...

[basura_boi]

ummmm? :)

[voidgates]

is that what you think about when i'm not around

kissing my hands

[basura_boi]

sometimes