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[voidgates]

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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
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"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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[voidgates]

it sounds like you feel left out
when you say it the way you do i mean

it sounds like you're upset that we're all the somebodies
and you don't get to be one of us

[basura_boi]

sometimes i am left out because all of you can have conversations i don't understand but that is how it is

you and raha are very good about explaining things to me when i am being left out of a you and raha thing and you want to include me

but with the bigger group i think

i think it is complicated

mostly i would rather drift at the edges. it's an easy way to stay alone.

but sometimes

it isn't that i want to be a somebody

it's that i want everyone to stop pretending that i am and... see me
because i exist and i am different

which is strange because i don't like being seen and
i was always taught how dangerous that is

i don't know

i understand that you and i guess aymeric like pretending that you are nobodies because then you get to sit at the fire when you're also around nobodies

[voidgates]

what would that look like

the somebodies seeing you for being different
what would they say or do

[basura_boi]

i don't know

[voidgates]

mayhap the somebodies don't either

[basura_boi]

maybe there's not really a way

cause you're either in a group or not i suppose

i know... you've told me you've had your times feeling like you didn't belong in places

what ended up making you feel like you belonged when you did find it and was it cause you were the same as everyone or cause they saw you being different