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Summer Icarian ([personal profile] voidgates) wrote2000-06-04 12:55 am
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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby


"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"
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[personal profile] basura_boi 2022-11-07 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ezar has only seen Amaurot once, and that the nightmare glimpse from Summer's not-quite-memories, the burning sky. Somehow, perhaps drawing from Summer's memories again (or perhaps something else) this time it's an even more clear vision of the dying city, the burning sky.

This is not the first time Ezar has had this dream since he first saw the city, for all he does not talk about it ever, in the hopes that it will simply go away. He wanders the debris-filled streets, lost, but not so much afraid as grief-stricken. The sight of the burning sky no longer overwhelms him and spills over into tears, though it does still ache.

He spots Summer at the same time she sees him and feels no small amount of relief at a familiar (...except this city is also familiar in a different way, and he does not want that...) face, a safe person, someone he hopes will tell him that it will soon be all right. ]


Summer!

[ But there's no recognition on her face, and maybe that's because this is truly a nightmare. Nonetheless, he reaches out for her. ]

Summer, please....
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[personal profile] basura_boi 2022-11-08 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
Summer?

[ Always, he's prepared to believe her over his own perceptions. He looks down at his hands in confusion, expecting to see the claws of a monster. But his hands are still his hands, and when he touches his own face, it still feels like his face. ]

Nothing's wrong with me? Is something wrong with me?
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[personal profile] basura_boi 2022-11-08 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The look on her face hurts, even before she runs from him. And almost, Ezar lets her go, already feeling the horrible, sinking darkness that assumes whatever has happened is his fault, and the only way to solve it, to not hurt her, is to remove himself.

But now. He's fought with himself long and hard, both successfully and at times unsuccessfully, to escape that feeling, to know that it is invariably a lie. It's never as simple as a single decision, to choose to not be the one who lets go and hides. It's a choice to be made again and again and again, every day, every week, every month, to try even after after failing. But maybe, just maybe, it's starting to get a little easier.

Where once he would have let her go and wallowed in the hurt of it, now he takes a firm mental grip on himself, swallows that hurt, and follows. At the least, he can't desert her, not in this horrible, burning place, not when she's so scared.

A black mage, even one as fit as Summer, is no match in speed for a dragoon. He catches up easily, in time to see some... thing big and with far too many eyes and teeth where eyes and teeth had no business being, burst from a collapsing building.

He runs in, knowing full well this will probably get him kicked in the nuts or punched in the neck or maybe both, grabs for her, and jumps. ]
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[personal profile] basura_boi 2022-11-11 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You're not supposed to be fightin' things by yourself.

[ He's certainly no warrior nor dark knight, but that also doesn't really matter to him so much. Ezar lands them both on the top of a building, pausing to try to get the lay of the burning city--but nowhere really looks safe to go, as such. There's just bad and worse, worse being what they left behind, bad being out in the open in a place where fire is raining from the sky.

How long, he wonders, does he have before Summer tries to get away from him again? Though he can try to preemptively find a solution. ]


And mayhap don't look at me, if I'm that ugly. Least 'til I find us somewhere safe to set down.