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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby

"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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[voidgates]

Nobody...like who?

That's not a joke. I'm just not sure what you mean.

[haredresser]

I mean
people from our star
I don't know how to say it without sounding out of my mind but I met some people who definitely did not know me as me
They remembered someone else in my place, if that makes any sense.

Which is fine
hardly their fault and all

[voidgates]

Oh. No, I understand, I think. G'raha mentioned that, in reverse. When he arrived everyone seemed to know him, and he didn't recognize any of them.

I think...

I don't mind as much, the thought of one of our friends not knowing me? It's the part about other people being ME that's...unsettling.

[haredresser]

Ah so G'raha's here too
Probably not quite the adventure he thought he'd have

Don't think that bothers me so much, actually. We sort of dealt with other stars in a way already.
I guess theoretically each star would have a version of us? Not that I'd want more than one of you running around

[voidgates]

He is. And he's from the future again, so.

Ha ha, very funny. The me from the First was quite the charmer, I'll have you know.

[haredresser]

AGAIN? gods could he stop doing that

Did you even go to the First? I mean besides that one time. But still.
I feel like I would have remembered bumping into another you.

[voidgates]

...Of course I went to the First. That's where I disappeared to after Ala Mhigo. You didn't wonder where I'd gone?

...

What do you mean bumping into me?

[haredresser]

Oi
I said not to make a joke out of this, Summer.

[voidgates]

I already told you I wasn't joking before, why would I suddenly start now?

[haredresser]

Because otherwise what you're saying doesn't make sense
I went to the First
You were still on our star, the Source. I mean, unless I summoned you, which happened sometimes

[voidgates]

How could you have summoned me if that's something only G'raha and




oh no

[haredresser]

What
what's oh no

[voidgates]

Was Ardbert there with you? On the First?

[haredresser]

Aye
But I don't

I didn't tell you about Ardbert I dont think

ugh i hate this

[voidgates]

You're the Warrior of Light and Darkness. The one Raha pulled to the First to save it from the primordial light.

I know because I am, too.

[haredresser]

But we
I

You call him RAHA?

[voidgates]

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[haredresser]

Whatever
It's not my business

So we have different memories
What's it change
not hell of a lot

[trying real hard to not think about "oh my god are g'raha and summer dating"]

[voidgates]

I think it's more that we have the same memories actually. Nearly identical ones, that. Just not of each other. We're flipped.

You abandoned a paladin's ideals after we fled to Coerthas after the Bloody Banquet, and took up dark knighting not long thereafter. And you were sweet on Haurchefant. Is that the same for you?

[haredresser]

Aye
that's about it

[voidgates]

Then am I...?

[haredresser]

Are you what?

You're still you. You're Summer. You're a pain in my arse, you like setting things on fire, and you like jumping off high places but you're still my friend, even if our positions got swapped or whatever.
So you're the Warrior of Light/Darkness where you are and that's what I am where I'm from
but we still know each other
Not much else has changed between us right?

[voidgates]

Mmmmmmmmmn.

I think what I meant to say was, am I...happy. The way you remember me. Did I ever find anything for myself, if I didn't have all this warrior business to lead me to it.

Do I matter?

[haredresser]

I don't know. I think so.
I mean, in some ways, you're always searching for something
Like there's something you lost
But you don't seem miserable or anything

But I know you matter to me. You're one of the ones I think of when I need help the most.

I won't even bother asking what I'm like
Pretty sure I'm about the same

[voidgates]

Ah...so it's that, then.

I'm glad I still have you. Any world of mine would feel emptier without you in it. I don't know if I still drag you out across hill and vale to all manner of the unknown to keep me safe when I go exploring...but you do as I remember it. I never worry when you're close at hand.