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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby

"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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text; un: e.nolastname359

[basura_boi]

[ becauses of this ]

why the fuck did you do that

[voidgates]

you're going to have to be a bit more specific rolanberry

i do a lot of things

[basura_boi]

you know exactly what I'm talking about

summer

[ Why. Why are you like this. Why is he friends with you. Why does he love you. Why can he not imagine not having you in his life even as he would currently like to strangle you. ]

[voidgates]

i said what i said for marcel's sake

so that now he knows what to do. like when i make decisions for you, just a little different.

[basura_boi]

i was keeping an eye on him

you know i wasn't going to let anything happen to anyone even without you making it all weird

[voidgates]

you're sitting on a roof keeping an eye on him instead of just standing next to him like you were before

and I'M making it all weird??

[basura_boi]

i don't like talking to people!! or synchrony with anyone but you and g'raha and aerith!! or any of that stuff!

[voidgates]

and you will notice that i did not suggest that you should synch with him

or that you should talk to him

i told marcel that HE can talk to YOU and you'll hear it

[basura_boi]

he said 'hello'

and you told him my name is rolanberry?

what the fuck does he want

[voidgates]

he's being polite

[basura_boi]

you can't see me but i've got my face in my hands

anyway

i am glad another of your friends is here

and i am sure the other warriors of light will be happy to see him as well

[ There is part of him that definitely thinks, at this rate, you won't need me anymore, and then what will I do? ]

[voidgates]

do you remember when we were playing our game and i told you about my favorite things
the flower from coerthas and the keepsakes from the things that i'd killed

marcel is the one who did those things for me

he's not just a friend, he's family
but
he wasn't the warrior of light when i knew him so

i know he's not MY marcel but he's still...my marcel
you know?

[basura_boi]

i remember

he's really important to you. so i guess that means he's important to me, too.

i've never seen anyone here who knew me before, and i don't think i will. but... i can imagine it's hard. to know someone and not know them at the same time. where everything is almost the same like a familiar path until suddenly your foot lands wrong and you feel like you're falling (in the bad way, even if it's just a short distance).

[ A long pause as he tries to decide if he ought to say more, but... ]

do you want me to be down there when you come get him?

or

[ Fuuuuuuuuuuck why is he so bad at this. ]

could come hold onto you once you've got him settled

if you want

[ But that's not quite right. Or incomplete. Maybe because this isn't entirely about what Summer wants, even if it's very selfish that it isn't. He wants something, too. ]

if you wouldn't mind

[voidgates]

you don't have to like him just because i like him

what i mean is
i think you will if you give him a chance

but you don't have to decide you do just because of me

[But oh, that's. That's something, isn't it? Unexpected and welcomed in equal measure. Something that recognizes this might be hard for her and doesn't just seek to protect her from it, but —

But wants to share it? With her?

That's. That's something, isn't it.]

aye you can hold on to me

twould be nice

[basura_boi]

you don't have to like someone for them to be important to you

there were people in my clan i didn't much like, but they were still important to me and i looked out for them

[ ...until I abandoned them entirely. Thal's balls, his hypocrisy.

He reads the last two lines of her message, and then reads them again, something sweet and painful in his chest.

twould be nice

And he'll believe it, because he doesn't think Summer would lie to him. ]

then i will. soon.

[voidgates]

i know. i don't think you get a choice about the things that are important to you.

but i meant what i said. you don't have to like him just because i like him. i hope you will. but not just because of me.


soon. once i get marcel settled?

[basura_boi]

hey, and you also know i'm very capable of not liking your friends if they strike me wrong

don't worry about it, love

[ He can't help the small smile at her agreement of soon. ]

i promise

i'll be waiting for you at home

[voidgates]

[And now that things have sufficiently advanced with Marcel's thread, guess who's having An Whole Reaction™ to some new revelations she's discovered.]

ah

seems i made some mistakes on the star that marcel comes from

[basura_boi]

where are you

[voidgates]

finishing getting him settled

it's fine i'm always fine while there's still work to be done

[basura_boi]

all right

i'm waiting for you