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SUMMER ICARIAN ✦ FINAL FANTASY XIV (WoL OC)
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Ruby

"...ltros, what are you doing with that, put that down right now you little —"

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[voidgates]

i have seen with my own eyes you telling other people how much you don't like him

it is not an unreasonable thing to guess

[basura_boi]

well i don't so it's only honest

but i didn't even throw him out the window when he mugged me for my tomestone

:p

[voidgates]

so if it's not to do with wind-up ultros ummmmmmmmm

is it ardbert?

[basura_boi]

[ The answer comes in the form of a picture: little Ardbert, now dressed up in a tiny apron and chef's hat that have plainly been custom made for him. (The apron, notably, looks like an exact, miniaturized copy of the one Ezar normally wears when he's cooking.) The mammet looks about as please as a mammet can. ]

[voidgates]

WELL

it looks like we can leave the apple-baking to wind-up ardbert then

[basura_boi]

he can help you not explode things in the oven when i'm not home!

[voidgates]

or when you're busy

maybe now you can be busy more often

[basura_boi]

depends on the kind of busy............

[voidgates]

rolanberry he's so cute
it was so nice of you to sew that for him

i should thank you on his behalf

[basura_boi]

he's not the only one who's cute

i'd like that :)

[voidgates]

you're right

wind-up mystel is cute too

[basura_boi]

wouldn't go that far

you're much cuter anyway

[voidgates]

you realize he looks just like raha don't you
are you saying raha isn't cute

obviously i'm cuter than him but i'm cuter than most everyone so

[basura_boi]

raha is cuter because i can kiss raha and i'm not going to kiss a mammet that would be weird

i think you are both equally cute but in different ways

your nose is cuter for example and the way you hold your ears when you think you're being sneak is also very cute

and he does that thing with his hands when he's flustered and squeaks if i kiss him a bunch which is also cute

[voidgates]

you called him raha :)

[basura_boi]

...oh

guess you were calling him that and i forgot

is that all right

[voidgates]

names are important
of course i don't have to tell you that because you and i are similar in that respect

but i don't just call him raha because i love him
or because of anything to do with us being seekers or anything like that

it's that his name was one of the things he gave up when he set himself on his course to save me and the First

i don't know, maybe he's past it all by now
but i want him to hear it over and over and over again
i want him to have his name back

that's why it's all right

[basura_boi]

names are important

i think i

i was waiting for him to tell me it was all right

[voidgates]

were you worried that it was something just for me?

[basura_boi]

mayhap

i know it sounds stupid but

doesn't feel like something i should just

take

[voidgates]

it's not stupid
and if you told him so i think he would understand better than you know

he knows my name
he's the only person outside of my tribe who does
even obsidian and marcel don't

but even when we're alone he still calls me summer

do you WANT to call him raha?

[basura_boi]

hahaha considering the two of us feels fair strange to be calling someone their actual name doesn't it

i feel like if i told him he'd just say oh of course all enthusiastic because then i'd have asked and

there's nothing wrong with that but asking someone feels different from them asking you maybe

like you could have asked him to marry you but you wanted him to ask you

though i am not saying this is such an important matter

so maybe? i don't know

i'd call him that if he wanted me to and i think it'd feel... good? that's not the right word. i don't have a big enough word. maybe the closest is satisfying to the spirit but that isn't right either.

but i've also already... taken a lot of things for myself lately it feels

[voidgates]

i think you should tell him that you want something special to call him
and then ask him to choose for you
let him decide

let him give something to you and then it won't feel like taking

[basura_boi]

[ It's a relief, actually, that Summer had understood what he meant by taking things. ]

i will think it over but you are probably right. you normally are about this kind of stuff.

[ ... ]

do you think i should tell him my name

[voidgates]

i'm normally right about most things

but
do you mean, if it were me, would i tell him my name in your place?